Fire

آری، آری ، زندگی زیباست زندگی آتشگهی دیرنده پا برجاست گر بیفروزیش، رقص شعله اش در هر کران پیداست ورنه، خاموش است وخاموشی گناه ماست سیاوش کسرایی / / / / / Life is like fire, can burns forever. If we turn it on we can see flame dances from far away, other wise its dark and thats our fault.

daram khol mesham az khooshi,
kasi ye ghesmat az khooshie mano mekhad?
mebakhasham 95% be kasani ke deleshoon gerefteh, be sharte inke deltangitoon ra baham gehsmat nakonin emrooz, oonvaght emrooz hamamoon ye zare khoosh khahim bood,
with love from atash

u know lazem nist in hame neveshtehaye mano bekhoonida, man fagaht khili hayajan zadam hey doost daram tooy daftarche khateratam benvisam, :)

akh ke dige farangis eshghe to daghoonam kard.
delam shodeh divoone
....


masti ham khoob chizie ha, bekhoosoos age mastie ehsgh basheee,
be khooososs age masti anjam dadane kari bashee ke hich vaght fekr nemikardi betooni anjamesh bedi.
didane inke tavanayee anjame che karhayee ra dari, kari ke barat ye taboo boode, va chegahdr ham lezat bakhshe shekastane ye taboo( bekhoosoos age kasi dige ro hurt nakoni)
che khoobe adam khoodesh ra challenge kone, be kahayee ke gehire momken boode barash, va ingahdr anjam dadane oon kar shirin bashee va behet ehsase aliee bede, ke hata inke aghebate kari ke anjam dadi chee bashee barat mohem nakhahd bood.
che khoobe adam ye kari ra bekone va ingahdr az natijash natarseee, iongahdr tars az reject shodan nadashteh basheee,
age adam etemad be nafs dashteh bashee, va khoodesh ra ghabool kone, shayd reject shodan oongahdr ham mohem nabashee,(reject shodan tavasote yek nafar.. chand nafar, shayd tavasote jameee yekam sakht tar bashee)

chegahdr gahshange shekastane yek ghooroore bija, hata age nakhod agah shekasteh sheee,
chegahdr gahshange adam karike mekahd ro bekonee, hata age be nazare adam haye dige maskhareh va koochik va be arzesh basheee.

akh ke dige farangis eshgeh to daghoonam kard.

chegahdr keif dareee,
ehsas emkonam har kari ra metoonam anjam bedam tooy zendegim alan, ( shayad yekam eghragh kardam ba har kari!!!!)

chegahdr bahale adam ye tasmime kharaki begire va anjam bedee. :)
hata age az hafiz va aghlo, sss ham began fayede andareee, khoodeet ham bedooni ke faydeh nadare ha. ama oon kar ro anjam bedi faghat chon mekhstish ke anjam bedi, va har ghadr ham ke enkar mekardish, bazam tahe ghalbet mekhast ke anjamesh beedi.
hala anjam dadanesh moheme inke chi beshee ziad ahamiat nadareee, in hame shooro shooghoo ghati pati zadane ghalbamo, ashk hayee ke az farte hayajan alan rikhtam, dastham ke melarzid moghe neveshtane avalin postam, oon hayajane vasf napaziri ke tamame in modat dashtam va.... ba har etefaghiee ke akhare dastan biofteh taghiereshoon nakhahd dad.
chon akhare dastan motealegh be farda hast, va in ehssasate man male alan ast.
:)

lova life.



i don't care age kasi fekr kone in harfa male bache 9- 10 salasat. be ghoole mohamad reza sharifinia ma aval bozorg shodim bad darim javooni mekonim, :)

shaydam mohem oon adame khas nabashee, mohem kari ke anjam dadam, va barghi ke dar in piroozi mederakhshad va zibayee in hame delo jorat dashtan, va tabooy ke khodam sakhteh boodam baraye khoodam ra shekoondam.

in moheme ke kari kardam ke tahala nakardeh boodam, asaln be fekram ham nemiresid ke man injoori raftar konam,
ghoorboone khoodam besham dobareee

akh ke dige farangis eshghe to daghoonam kard.

hanoozam bad az 3 saat ghalbam kajaki mezanee,
ghoorboone kajaki zadanesh beram
chegahdr man bacham :)
ghooorboone khoodam besham!

alan daria behem mekhande, megee ma kojayeem to koja, mage na? ;) bahalie donia ham hamineee

motmaienam vaghti inbar daria ra mebinam khili chiza rajebesh avaz shodee, hata oon adamee ke 2 sal pisham didamesh ba adami ke meshnakahtam ham fargh dareee. khili bayad interestig basheee, 2 ta adam ke ye seri kahterate yeksan dar yek dore az zendegishoon darand. ama gozashte zaman avazeshoon karde, " mesle foolad shodam, ahani ke tooy koore gozashteh abshandesh va roosh zarbeh zadeh bashand, alan dige be in asooni ha kham nemisham"

medoonam khili chiz miz azash yad khaham gereft, az shoohar dari , ta mardom dari ;) ghoorboone in manipulative beach-am besham.
rastesh hich vaght fekr nemikardam ke beshe raft va didesh, oonam ba in sharayete khoodam.

rasti kasi ghorse jooshan va albaloo khoshke nadare bareaye man express send kone?

and i did what i never could done it
or maybe what i wasnot suppose to do it.

and i know i might have make a full and k...k... out of my self. but at least i done that.
and i have no excuse for later on or any thing else or any regret
although i didn't have any after what happens the last time

now: my hand r shaking,
my whole body is shaking !!!!!
mane gooogooli!!!!!
and i have no control over my head which is spinning and my heart which is jumping jumping.

and i am freezing big time


and honest to god i really don't care if i go through this feeling again in next couple of week or not.
beacuse i was 98% sure what will happen and i just risked for that 2%.
me who never risk a game if i would have had less than 70% chance of winning.

maybe it was time that helpme change, maybe because i knew i don't have any thing else to loose,
i thought (in the worst case) I might lose my pride.
but know i find out not even i will lose any thing but this moment I just achive courage



done by babay

khol shodam big time
fekr nemikardam shansam ra be in rahati az dast bedam, aslan dar maghzam ham nemigonjid zarfe 2 rooz.......

momkene ye shanse khoobe dige ham pida konam?

alan daram ba k harf mezanam va ghalbam dare hanooz paaeen bala mepareee.
kholiat va 1000 dard.

ama pishe khoodemoon bashee, fekr nemikardam ke bazam ghalbam paain bala bepare ba harf zadan ba k.

khoda be ma ham aghl bedeee + tickete arzoon
Amin ya rabal alamin

Al-aman jookheye mashe ra nakeshaan.

Eshgh. Honar, memari Neveshteye 6 ORdibehesht ra taghdim mekonam be hameye eshgeh physici ha


Yadet bashe zanha az in 2 daste kharej niostand, ya femeninst hastand ya mazookhism.
Gonaz

By the way mazookhism ara chetoruy spell mekonand?



Ghame zaname payan nemiresad,
Barkhiz
be shooghe
Yek nafase tazeh

Dar havaye Bahary

Khili ba Ehsas: SePidaR-e-Boland age narahatid ya deeltoon gerefteh hatman chekesh konid.axe 10 Azar2 ra hatman bebinid, va neveshteye 1 Azar 82. Man ro ke geryeh andakht.

She is Young and write beautiful poem :Man che sabzam.

Maahasale emrooz:

1-KHoondane webloge dooste aziz, => sardargomi, ghati kardan, sardard gereftan, ( ke albateh vaghti saram be dare yakhchal khoord sar dardesh be noe tazehtari tabdil shod)

2-Soofle dorost kardan, , man be in natije residam ke aslan aadat be khandane " tarze tahaye" nadaram, emrooz be jaye 2 ghashogh ard, 2 ta livan ard rikhtam tooy ghaza!

3- dobare mato mabohoote dar dastane dooste aziz foroo raftan, va ba khishtan kalanjar raftan. be in natijeh residam ke at the end i can be a lesbian, no man better life ey?

4- alanam dar khomari ooza va ahval ghooteh khoordan ghelioonkeshidan va bar khomari bish az bish afzoodan.




jedi khooshbakhtie vagheioee chiee?





yadame shaer megoft:
dar jahan agar soodist ba darvishe khorsand ast,
khodaya monemam gardan be daravishio khorsandi.


aya tanha rahe khorsand boodan ghenaate?

kasi yek zooje khooshbakht soragh daree? ke bish az 5 sal az ezdevajeshoon/ dar kenare ham zendegi kardan begzare, vba hardooshoon iman dashteh bashand ke khooshbakhtand va ghadre khooshbakhtishoon ra bedoonand? khahesh mekonam age soragh darid be man begid moshakhasatesho.




tooy webloge kasi khoondam : har vaght ke fekr kardi ke be tamame aresoohat residi [va hadafi nadari ke barash talash koni] oonvaght to yek mordeh be shomar miayeee.


Do we suppose to look for happienss as a mission in life? or do we suppose to think we r happy? and then we would have nothing else to look for.


If a person doesn't have any wish in his life that makes him fight for it, what he suppose to do?

Phd student, smoking cigar, green/ blue eyes ( although I didn't check!!!!)
O man, can't help it.

i don't think i'm missing him, but i was waiting to see him, everey time i saw his firends sitting on the bench i was wondering where is he? I was waiting for this comming potlock may be i would see him.
Today i heard that he is not here anymore, at least till fall. man i can't belive i may not see him during the whole summer.
mmmm
although u never think that that there is a specific day that it would eb ur last day to see s.1 or to talk to s.1
It just will happen. just one beautifu l day might be a last day....


bache khoobiee ama hich vaght oon labkhande kazayee zamharirish yadam nemireee.
....

I wish him all the best.
2 qs:
1- manam oongahdr yakham? maybe maybe not, but i try not to be like that.

2- how a woman might love her husband that much that even when he end up divoircing her and getting married with her best firend , she still likes him, and wish him all the best?
Is that love?


... joonam bye

az kolieh kasani ke be har dalili ma ro tahvil megirand kamale tashakor ra darim,
( omid ast ke dalayel aksaran + bashe va az rooye eshgh, safa samimiat[ bazam jayee kolah eghrmezi khali, dar adabiate man ke besyar taseer gozasht.])
Shaer mege sali ke nekoost az baharash pidast, ajab sali darim emsal.
[ man ta akhare sal ya raies jomhoori chizi mesham, ya dare fani ra vedah khaham goft, hardosham khooeb albateh ]

but Thanx dobare
Thanx 10000 bare


EMRooz ham 2shanbast, madrese ke oomadam, bazam melat tahvil gereftand, yeki az bacheha bar asare jav gereftegi ke dishab be vojood amadeh bood, baram ye tshirte bahal gerefte, aslan fekr nemikardama.
khale jaoonam ham az oon vare donia zang zad madrese tabrik goft.
baba ajaba.

ya HAGH

This weblog is so intersting,its amazing
It's been a long road
Getting from there to here
It's been a long time
But my time is finally near
But I can feel a change in the wind right now
Nothing's in my way
And they're not going to hold me down no more
No they're not gonna hold me down

Cause I've got faith of the heart
I'm going where my heart will take me
I've got faith to believe
I can do anything
I've got strength of the soul
And no one's gonna bend or break me
I can reach any star
I've got faith
I've got faith
Faith of the heart

It's been a long night
Of trying to find my way
And through the darkness
Now I've finally had my way
I will see my dream come alive at last
I will touch the sky
And they're not gonna hold me down no more
No they're not gonna change my mind

I've known the wind's so cold
And seen the darkest days
But now the winds I feel
Are only winds of change
I've been through the fire
I've been through the rain
But I'll be fine

I'm going where my heart will take me
I've got strength of the soul
And no one's gonna bend or break me
I can reach any star
I've got faith
I've got faith
Faith of the heart
It's been a long road

from Star trek Thanx to Tehrantoyee

Ey llotian, Ey lootian, yeki looti divaneh shod,
Tashtash foptad az bame ma, nak sooy majnoon khaney shod

Shoore yek giah dara vasate zemestan, az tabestane gozaShteh nemiayad az bahari meayad ke farda khahad resid.Giah be roozhayee ke rafteand, nemiandishad, be roozhayee me andishad ke khahad amad.

Aghelane rah

YEk rooze zibay bahary vaghti ke shokoofehaye sefide gilas bar bar hasti labkhand mezadand, vaghti ke nasime por obohat bargha ra be raghs dar meavarad. dar saate 9 bamdad, dar roozi az roozhaye Ordibehesht mah, parvardegar be moojoodi beheshtiash lotfe gardesh va charkhesh dar in doniaye motefavet va ziobaye zamii ra ata farmood. lotfe yadgirie agahane va ejazeye eshgh varzidan ra, lotfe tasmim geeri va haghe entekhab ra beine khoobo khoob tar, haghe beine del bedast avardan va ashegh shodan, ejazeye mazeh mazeh akrdane hameye torshihaye seer, vahameye bastani haye khooshmaze, :) ejazeye shenidane moosighiee kelasiko flokoloro bluse o jazo rap o....
haghe didane filme polisi, romantic, sexi o mostanad, haghe entekhab beine pool dar shodan, danesh amookhtan, dar eshghash ghooteh var shodan, va m,ast kardano ghelioon ta sigare barg keshidan, lotfe khoondane hafezo molana, ta sepehrio ta Pauolo, Markez, Plato, Haghe entekhab beine mosalmoon boodan, bahayee, masihi, boodayee, berahman, yahoodi shodan.
haghe entekhab beine pizza and chelokabab, jooje kabab ya delo gholve khoordan, beine bastani ya coffe gereftan :)

BEine salatanat talab boodan, ya jomhoori khah boodan, tarafdare bush ya clinton, che, khatami, khomeinee, MArtin, hata doost dashtane gourbachouf, tacher ...
va yek mosht hagho hooghooghe dige ra be ye bache moo meshki topoloo ba 2 ta cheshme bozorge meshki ata kard,
.....

KHOda ya motshakeram.
komakam kon ghoveye tashkhisam rah biofteh va rooshan beshee :)
komakam kon ke hagh ham ra beshnasam ta ghabl az inke khili deer besheee.
komakam kon in tanbali ro ham kamo bish bahash khodafezi konam,

emsal khili sale hayatieee, mesle khili sal haye digee,
.....

PArvardegara komakam kon ke beshnasamet va beshnasam khoodam ro, hata age in shenkaht andazeh ye e bashee.

GHalbam ra baz kon be sooye hameye ehsgh ha, hata age dardnak bashee, yekami ham ghioveye tashkhis behem bede, ,,,,
plz

komakam kon ye joorhayee adam sham.
( emsal hame yadeshoon bood ke man ye babay hastam, khili jaleb bood , hata babam ham yadesh bood.)

ey asheghan ey asheghan del ra cheraghani konid

And that was my surprise part, Being very honestI was so overwhelm for every thig. ITs sp o funy isn't it?
according to Dr. A.Azmanian I should think like probably i deserve it and thats y it happened for me.. Acording to " belive in suffering of Paolo: My overwhelming should be a sign of scapping an excessive happiness.
.....
Any ways it was alot, every body did alot for me, and i wasn't expecting this much at all.
I'm confused

Thanx God.
Thanx alot.
A funny joke: This Mome bought me a Hugo Audo perfum,e with a book,Thats alot. and I can't find a convincing reason why he did that, this is the guy who tought if he buy me a coffe I might go out with him, anod now with nbo reason.....

U know some times when u r dying ppl turn to be so kind to u, that was some thing that happen to me, from mom, till dad till Mome.

Whats going on I don't know.

But THanx god for all those kindness

another shocking thing was when they were puting candels on my cake and and when someone get to the concolution that how many years of life i already passed. man that was a shocke. when i hear that i couldn't control myu self, and i had ato seat down !!!!!!

jiz

khili bozorg shodima.

Arezoohayee kemostajab nashod
ba tashakor az Arash

Shaerane ha

Man hamoonghadr khoobam ke to mefahmi, va hamoongahdr bad ke cheshmat bad mebine.
Gheseye adam

Otaghe abi Dastanhaye Sohrab


It's Easy to pray every night.

Difficult is to find God in small things...


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Soofi

Donbale yek weblogmegardam ke dirooz parirooz negash mekardam, balash axe che-gvara bood, va ye matni ham dasht bar zede paoulo.
kasi chenin weblogi nadide?

Mardan doroogh nemigooyand magar: friday may 7th


Sokhan

Zanan

Kasi Niloofar ROstami ra meshnaseee?

In shere Bazgasht khili ghshange, moteasefane nemitoonam inja bezaramesh, ama hatman berid va in sher ra bekhoonmid

Thanx to Vahid April 26, 2004

Khili ghashange ke mebini bazia hanooz fashist nashodand, aghideyee ke bazi vaghtha makea sence ham momkene ke bekone. ama khili khooshhalam ke baiza ingahdr ghalbeshoon bozorgee....

Adam az khateratesh bishtar ranj mebare ta az zakhme goloole.
Faramooshi Akharin filmnameye Mohsen Makhmalbaf

Ba tashakor az Zan

Some part of Paulo's latest book. These are the part I find them worth thinking, I'm not necessarly aprove them.

On Pain and Suffering

When you demand the maximum from your body, the mind gains a strange spiritual strength.

Suffering if nofronted without fear, is a passport to freedom.


On Desire

Desire is not what you see, but what you imagine.

You awaken desire by not immediately handing over the object of that desire.

On Love

I allowed myself to fall in love for one simple reason: I'm not expecting anything to come of it.


....I know that he will be just a memory.

The great aim of every human being is to understand the meaning of total love. Love is not to be found in someone else, but in ourselves: we simply awaken it.
But in order to do that, we need the other person. The universe only makes sense when we have someone to share our feeling with.

On Reality

Maria had enough experiance of life to knoe that reality usually choose not to fit in with her dreams. And that was now her great joy: to say to reality that she didn't need it, that she was no longer dependent on what happened in order to be happy.














Ishtar

love <1>
I would like to belive that I'm in love. With some one I don't know and who didn't figure in my plans at all. All these months of self control, of denying love, have had exatly the opposite result: I have let myself be swept away the first person to treat me a little diffrently.
It's just as well I dont'; have his phone number, that I dont'; know where he lives; that way I can lose him without having to blame myselef for another missed opportuinty.
And if that is what happen, if I have already lose him, I will at least have gained one very happy day in my life. Considering the way the world is, one happy day is almost a miracle.

Paulo Coelho











Personally I went trough all those diffrent stages:
1) I would LIKE to belive I'm in love. ( i htink this is some thing that easily can happnen, maybe with some luck though)

2)Felling in love with some one i dont; know, on my dictionary i call that having crush not felling inlove. i think for falling in love u need to know the person.
Having crush on some one, oh boy: P,K,D.

3)Denying love : I used to be a master in it, and then i get to the point that: "( hasel omr yek dam ast, an dam ke ba mashoogh gozasht)"

4) Get treated diffrently, mmmmm I can love some one that I can be myself when I'm with him.

5)Not having his numeber, not getting his number: boy this is me!!!!, although i always find it out by my self :) some experiment from working in CIA

We are each of us responsible for our own feeling and cannot blame some one else for what we feel.


No one loses any one, because no one owns anyone.

That is the true experience of freedom: Having the most important thing in the world with out owning it.

Paulo Coelho.

( Being honest didn't exactly understand the last sentences)

farghe beine ensasne khooshbakht va ensane bad bakht:
Ingooneh nist ke bazi afrad dare zendegi hichgoone moshkeli nadashteh bashand va ma anhara khooshbakht benamim, va afradike moshkel darand ra badbakht
Fargh dar inajst, ke Afrade khooshbakht metavanand dar barabare moshkelat va havadese zendegi chon kooh moghavem meistand va bar moshkelat ghalabeh mekonand va anha ra koochak ME ENGARAND.

va goroohe digar ke anha ra badbakht farz mekonim, kasani hastand ke moshkelat ra bozorg mependarand va khood ra natavan dar ghalabeh bar anha MEPENDARAND.

Dr.Alireza Azmandian

I really love Lidajan
from Childhood, till now, she was always special for me, she was someone i used to talk to when i was lonely, when i met her last year i learned alot from her, and i had a great time with her( some thing i didn't expect)
she is such a hard worker very kind person, and some one who deal with lots of problem in her life, That i dont' think lots of ppl would stand it. There was a tragic love life, and she bear lots of abuses ( i'm not saying its a good thing though but she had a taff life) and she never forget to smile, and be kind to those who needed her. still She never loo at ehr life as a tragedy. but as an opportuinty to help other ppl.
Today I talked to her for mothers day, she just had an opperation lsat week and she just came home last night.
BEfore i start asking her how is she doing, she was asking about my work, my project. and MY stuff.

she asked me only 2 things:

1- Praying for her so she can walk again.
2- She asked me to learn a musical instrumet.

in pesare zan gerefte?
ehsas mekonam shakh dar ovordam, big time
i knew he had a gf, but i would never thought he go and get married. Holly macaroni
he is getting married toa girl ek az rahe khastegari meshnasetesh
in conversatioen ma:
man:
oon dokthari ke bahash doosst boodi che shod?
- says:
hichi, bikheial oon
man:
chetouar?
- says:
farhang e iran ghabol nemikon e dost dokhtar o
....

ye chizaayee ro man nemifahmam in vasaat, pesare mege 1 mahe dokthare ro meshnase, 2.5 week ham hast ke aghd kardan.

ingdahr rahate zan gereftan? ya kolan pesar ha fekr kardan barashoon skahtee?

jizez

mege bedoone fekr kardan nabood, he is saying i think alot, i talked to her alot. 2.5 week from the time u know a person to the time u get engaged, is it enought to know some one? do we jsut get married by how much a person earn and how the familly is? maybe in iran ya. But i dont' think i would do that...
I don't know is it just making a big risk? is it taking life easy, or is thata a guy's logic: well we need some one who could makes us food, and do our loundry, so lets fidn her soom, and get married, so we don't have to learn how to make food every day for ourselves. thats what S used to tell me.
this kid is askig me if i belive in" taghdir" and " khabhaye sadegh"? and i'm not sure if both of us are living in the same century.

maybe i'm not a beliver. maybe my faith is not that strong.


I just hope they can live happy,

Today I met a Canadian firend who told me he was trying to get a frame for his picture and the lady who was working in the store end up to be Iranian, and when he mentioned my name the lady gave him 20 $ discount.

It was very nice the way she treated him. and the cute thing was he really thought she gave him discount ;)Or maybe she did !!!!

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Thanx To Arash Nikfarjam,
I had this book at home, atash bedooone dood, and some how i used to be afraid of the title of book, i used to think Atash bedoone dood should be very mysterious and frightening thing, and i wasn't brave enought to read that book and see whats the story is about.

ey javooni

aashenaast aan ahrimane del ...
baa ghosse aashenaast ,...

va be tasvire kabootar baa baad ...
havasi mishekanad

degaram hich khiyaali baaghist

eshgh ham mahtaabist ... va dar in sooge sokoot ...
p mikhaanad
ke nakon tark
na nakon tark ze aashnaaye gharib
ke man aan hamhame


By: dozde_sarnevesht

in shero dozde sarnevesht baram gofteh bood, saliane ghabl, pidash kardam emrooz etefaghi, goftam bezarimesh inja,
khoodemoono tahvil begirim baba.

enghad eshgh mekonam yeki baram sher begee. :)

http://im1980an1361.persianblog.com/1383_2_im1980an1361_archive.html#1786307
http://www.sohrabsepehri.com/
Khalil Gibran : http://www.arab2.com/gibran/sand-foam/ http://www.library.cornell.edu/colldev/mideast/mziydh.htm
http://sweetdreams.persianblog.com/

it said 5 comment i just can see 3 of them , whats going on?
and again plz respect each other,
THis Is NOT A CHAT ROOM, so u leave off line messages.
THats a weblog, and is MINE.

THis is my weblog, Where i'm the boss.
And I would appreciate if we don't insult each other here.

always remember :

if love some one, Let him go (let him be free)

if he comes back, you meant to be together

and if not � you never meant to be �



Thanx to: http://www.tulips.persianblog.com/

Without trying nothing is going to happen, not even miracle.

to make miracles come true you have to have faith.

to have faith you most break down the judgmental walls.

for breaking the judgmental walls you should have courage.

and to have courage you are required to over come the fear.

Paulo Coelho



Thanx to: http://www.tulips.persianblog.com/

www.shahkar.com
Thats Shahkar Binesh pajooh's website, I was looking so much for any information from him, I was so amazed when i find out he has phd. i thought he is just a kid. :) well he is almost the same age as k. Thats so amazing how much u can do in ur life,
I love that when i see ppl don't waste thier times, and know stuff
Like this kid I'm chatting with, he is always busy, he had a plan for each day/ week, and year.
he is working, goign to school, doing his master/ he is publishing abook, about his major. and he is learning farsi in his spare time.

I need to find some good idea about what to do with my life
any suggestion?

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Mr. Y Who is over 70 years old, and is an old fashion man - as u predict by his age- today said that, In realation ships this is the women who can change men's mind, and thats her art.
as it was in My big fat greak weeding: men r head of familly and women r neck, who turn head.
To all powerfull girls

Hi khooshgelam
tasliat megam,
yadame ye bar shaeree megoft naginm ghame akharetoon abshee, baray inke in manish in meshee ke nafare badi ke memeree khoodetoon bashid,
are madar, zendegi por az ghamo ghose ham ahst, har gahdr adam delbastegish bishtar bashe, ghamo ghoseh ham kenaresh miad, ama khoob del dashtan va delbastegi dshtan ham khili khoobe,
ama khooshhalam ke laaghal iran bodoi, va gahbl az margesh dideh boodish, in khoosh shansie bozorgi bood.
az inke mekhay khooshtip beri va be saro vazet beresi baray khatmesh khili khooshhalam, age hamishe be kahtere madarbozorg va ehterame onham ke shodeh , havaset be lebaso moot bashee, behtarin yadegari ke meshe azash dashteh bashi, (albateh to ke hamishe karet doroste)
yadete javoonimoon ba asal megoftim ke age mordim be jaye halva vasiat mekonim felfel paksh konand? fekr konam harfe asal bood in, ama be nazaram khili bahal bood, man goftam be maman ina ke age mordam va pool ziadi dsahtam tooy bank, koja chalam konand, ( ye jayee didam pasandidam madar, khili khoosh abo hava bood :) ) [ khodavand be hame pool ata konad!!!!!!!!be ma hampool ham aghl ]
in ke rafti sare ghabr kare bozorgi bood, khili delo jorat mekhad, man be maman goftam age bemire sare khakseparish nemiram, maman vaghti teh bood, man khili negaran boodam, ama khoob ba khoodam ghool dadeh boodam age toorish she, khodayee nakardeh, man hata pa nemisham beram teh.
az in akhlaghhayee ke ma ha darim, ya ye joory toooy farhangemoone va adat kardim ke regardless, adam bayad sare khaksepari va sare az dsat dadane atrafianesh khoodesh ra az tako ta bendaze va hey gerye kone, va ye joor haeye har ghadr atrafian kontroleshoon ra az dsat bedan sare az dsat dadane azizi, bishtar beheshoon ehteram mezarim, va bahashoon hamdard meshim,
maman mege in kar ha male kamboode emkanate maliee, vaghti azizet memereee fekr mekoni dige hichi nist dastet ra begire, dige poshto panahi nadari va.......
va baraye hamien ke adam ha be oon halate shivano faryad meresand,
man fekr mkeonam ye joorhayessham adat hast, va bara vardeh kardane entezare atrafian.
nemidoonam shayadam tooy oon halo hava kasi dige be atrafianesh fekr nakone.
Rosh, dokhtar khalash mord, saratan gerefteh bood, delesh mekahst bere bebinetesh avakher, ama nashod. dokhtar khalash hamsene ma ha bood, va ham esme man.
hame memeerim, mohem ine ke adam che kar kone tooy zendegish.
javoon boodam fekr mekardam hamishe ke vaghti man bemiram chand nafar meina sare khatmam, va chadn nafar agahi tasliat baram tooy rooznameh medan. ( well alan fekr nakonam ye nafar ham agahi bede :) )
amakhoob khooeb chand nafar tahte taseer naboodane adam gharar begirand.

any ways, madar, man mordam, sare ghabram naia, vasam gerye ham nakon, narahat shodi felfel bokhoor . looooooool. jedi megama.
by the way entezar ham nadasheh bash ke age yeki az afrade familam mord, man andaze to delo jorat dashteh basham ke dar khatmesh sherkat konam,

be ghoole naneh janam mege:
cho khahi bar mazaram boose zadan,
abr rokham boose bedeh aknoon hamanam.



Ya Hagh

Hi Mr. M jan
to vancouveri ya mont?